I could have been over him by now

I don’t know what I was thinking when I thought this month would make ending things easier. Spending more time together is making it harder. Enjoying his company, sleeping in his arms… it just made it hurt more. And it shouldn’t hurt, not now, not two years after he went off and married someone else. […]

Dressed in a towel

I was feeling down about my body today so went looking through pics to make me feel better. This one is from a year ago, when I was working from home in a towel. Can’t do that in the office. 🙂

Do you enjoy silence or not having to be silent?

Silence is deafening. Silence is golden. It can be both, or neither. And what exactly is the sound of silence? One thing I know is true for me, silence is difficult. I love quiet time. Silence. When the noise of the day slows down and becomes nothing more than the faint sounds of wildlife scurrying […]

I wish he had chosen me

I am trying to end things on a good note, with love and respect and nothing left unsaid. It’s tough though, especially when you don’t want things to end. Finding your person is hard. Finding a person you want to spend more than a fleeting moment with is hard. He’s been my person for the […]

When you hit the wall

Today was a day off filled with plans for a nice four day weekend ahead. An early start with a few stops before heading out on a road trip to visit friends and say good-bye to an old friend we lost earlier this year. The trip has been planned for over a month. Did I […]

Love Your Own Way

We grow up, many of us at least, being told that we will meet our one true love and marry them. That’s where things are supposed to lead. You meet, you date, you may move in with each other, then you settle down and get married, possibly having a kid or two. That’s what I […]