Do you enjoy silence or not having to be silent?

Silence is deafening. Silence is golden. It can be both, or neither. And what exactly is the sound of silence? One thing I know is true for me, silence is difficult. I love quiet time. Silence. When the noise of the day slows down and becomes nothing more than the faint sounds of wildlife scurrying […]

Sex is a big question mark

What part of your sexuality seems the most mysterious to you, or what part are you still learning about? I’ve always been pretty open and experimental when it comes to my sex life. Probably more so as I’ve gotten older and more comfortable in my own skin, and definitely more since I started blogging. I […]

My Nightmare Affects My kinky Life

We all have nightmares don’t we? Worries about those horrible things that might happen, that could happen, and even things that are near impossibilities. Dreams of falling off a cliff or drowning in the ocean, even though we live nowhere near either of these places. These nightmares may be based on a real life fear, or they may begin […]

The Condom: I have issues

My first experience with a condom was when I was raped. The whole experience, of course, was awful but the condom made it worse. We move on from rape. We accept that it was an act of power rather than a purely sexual act. We learn the difference from the men who love us, the […]

More on Porn

I’ve written about porn before. What does porn lead to? and Pornography or Erotic? What does it matter? are two posts I’m quite proud of. Please check them out. I’m not much of a porn aficionado. I really don’t watch it. I can’t name any current porn stars aside from that James Deen guy because […]

DD – Work and Play

Dear Diary, Back to work today. Ugh! Not that I was very enterprising while on holidays, but back to “real life” really kinda sucked. I do believe my days at this company are numbered. To that end, I met with a recruiter today and landed an interview tomorrow. I’ve been doing research on the company this evening […]

First Contact

“She brought me closer to humanity than I ever thought possible. And for a time, I was tempted by her offer.” ~ Star Trek: First Contact No matter how many times you are together, be it just that once or for years to come, there is nothing quite like that moment of first contact.

You Rise

You rise In the darkness of the night The light Too far off to save me You move Closer to me Your hands All over me Your mouth Searching I wake But barely Still floating between sweet dream And reality I want You I need to feel you To taste you Just as you need […]