I could have been over him by now

I don’t know what I was thinking when I thought this month would make ending things easier. Spending more time together is making it harder. Enjoying his company, sleeping in his arms… it just made it hurt more. And it shouldn’t hurt, not now, not two years after he went off and married someone else. […]

I wish he had chosen me

I am trying to end things on a good note, with love and respect and nothing left unsaid. It’s tough though, especially when you don’t want things to end. Finding your person is hard. Finding a person you want to spend more than a fleeting moment with is hard. He’s been my person for the […]

Love Your Own Way

We grow up, many of us at least, being told that we will meet our one true love and marry them. That’s where things are supposed to lead. You meet, you date, you may move in with each other, then you settle down and get married, possibly having a kid or two. That’s what I […]

Do you know everyone on your list?

Somebody posed this question on Twitter a while back and it got me thinking about my list. I had a list. You know, “list.” I used to keep track in a notebook then on spreadsheet until the computer I had it on died. I never bothered trying to redo it or keep one up after […]

On the first day in August

On the first day in August I want to wake up by your side After sleeping with you On the last night in July The Fist Day August by Carole king G and I just spent some wonderful time together this weekend. We don’t get to do it often, and even less so with it […]

DD – 19 Years

Dear Diary, It’s odd how things can sneak up on you at times. Things you haven’t thought about in years that suddenly break you all over again. Yesterday was an anniversary of sorts. 19 years ago yesterday the Rock Man proposed to me for a second time. The time I said yes. It is also […]

Trust Me

Trust. I’ve written about it before. I could write about it once a month and still have something new to say each month. At first glance it appears simple but if you stop and spend time considering the depth of it, the impact it has on every aspect of our lives, it can seem quite complicated. […]

How do you break up when you aren’t dating?

Breakup Day- February 21: Waiting for the right moment to end the relationship? You certainly can’t find any better day, so go ahead and get rid of that toxic person from your life, by breaking up. How do you do it? How do you break up with someone when you aren’t actually dating? Maybe you said […]