I wish he had chosen me

I am trying to end things on a good note, with love and respect and nothing left unsaid. It’s tough though, especially when you don’t want things to end. Finding your person is hard. Finding a person you want to spend more than a fleeting moment with is hard. He’s been my person for the […]

DD – 19 Years

Dear Diary, It’s odd how things can sneak up on you at times. Things you haven’t thought about in years that suddenly break you all over again. Yesterday was an anniversary of sorts. 19 years ago yesterday the Rock Man proposed to me for a second time. The time I said yes. It is also […]

DD – Tough Day

Dear Diary, Today was a tough one. You’d think it would be easier than this considering how the past few months have been. But no, it isn’t easy at all. Do you know how many times I’ve picked up my phone to send him a message, ask how is day is going? Too many. When […]

I Am Done

I am done crying over you. I am done apologizing for being upset when you don’t keep your word. I am done trying to get you to tell me what you want. I am done asking for the same things over and over. I am done being ignored for days then expected to respond to you immediately. […]