Labels

Through the years I have been given many labels. Some of which have been me, yet not me at the same time , some that have evolved over the years, and some that were way off base. The label you give me depends on the side of me you...

Keep On Believing

There’s a saying, the only constant is change. Things are always changing and evolving. Not always for the better, or as we would like, but how or when they change isn’t always within our control. G and I have been doing our thing for more than 3 years now...

There are always signs

“I miss him.” “I wish we could have worked things out.” “I don’t know what went wrong.” “We were so good together.” “I want a relationship like that again.” “I want to be with him again.” “I miss him.” Why do we constantly look back at relationships and want...

DD – No Clue

Dear Diary, I fall for men who have no time for me, ones who fit me in here and there as they wish. I even fell for one who lived in another country and wasn’t able to get him to agree to see me once in two fucking years. Not...

Choose Me

He never chose me. There was always something or someone else that came first, was a better choice somehow. He chose to move in with another woman. He chose comfortable over scary, perks over obstacles. And he chooses her over and over again just by being there. Oh he’ll...

Is Monogamy Really the Way?

I live in a world that has become set on morality, one where monogamy is the standard model for relationships. I should have one partner, one soul mate, one and only one. Why is this the normal accepted standard for us North Americans, and when did it become such? Also, why is it...

I Am Done

I am done crying over you. I am done apologizing for being upset when you don’t keep your word. I am done trying to get you to tell me what you want. I am done asking for the same things over and over. I am done being ignored for days...