When you hit the wall

Today was a day off filled with plans for a nice four day weekend ahead. An early start with a few stops before heading out on a road trip to visit friends and say good-bye to an old friend we lost earlier this year. The trip has been planned...

Showing the Scars

I show my boobs a lot on this blog, and outside of this blog actually. I think they’re pretty fantastic. What I don’t think is fantastic is the big scar that runs between them. Sure it’s a scar that saved my life, one I’ve had for more than 40...

My Broken Heart

Every single feeling tells me this is leading to a heart in broken little pieces and you know I need this like a hole… and I nearly forgot my broken heart Chris Cornell Many moons ago I had open heart surgery to repair a hole in my heart. I...

DD – I’m Scared

Dear Diary, I’m scared. I’m scared I am going to die. I’m scared this damn virus is going to take me away from my son. Even after surviving it, it could still kill me. I stopped watching the news or looking for updates online. The stats are all distorted...

Crying is Okay

I hate crying and feeling vulnerable. Both make me anxious and insecure. Unfortunately both are also a part of life, sometimes daily life. Both are also things we just have to allow on occasion. Crying is often considered a sign of weakness and paint the crier as being emotional or...

I’ll take the orgasm

An orgasm can do wonders for ones well being. It certainly does mine. I feel much more relaxed, less stressed, and am able to fall quickly into a good night’s sleep after having an orgasm or two, more if I’m a very lucky girl. The question is, why do we...

Food Matters

When I first saw May’s Life Matters meme I thought it was a wonderful idea. When the first month was Food Matters it seemed it was meant to be for me to participate. I was after all just starting out on my own journey towards fixing my relationship with...