Stella Kiink has been a part of my life for the the last ten years. She isn’t me, yet she is at times the very essence of me. When I was still a fresh young doe getting my feet wet and findings my footing in the sex blogging and...
Goodbye Stella, We’ve Had A Good Run
Elust #141
I could have been over him by now
I don’t know what I was thinking when I thought this month would make ending things easier. Spending more time together is making it harder. Enjoying his company, sleeping in his arms… it just made it hurt more. And it shouldn’t hurt, not now, not two years after he...
Elust #140
Dressed in a towel
I was feeling down about my body today so went looking through pics to make me feel better. This one is from a year ago, when I was working from home in a towel. Can’t do that in the office. 🙂
Do you enjoy silence or not having to be silent?
Silence is deafening. Silence is golden. It can be both, or neither. And what exactly is the sound of silence? One thing I know is true for me, silence is difficult. I love quiet time. Silence. When the noise of the day slows down and becomes nothing more than...
I wish he had chosen me
I am trying to end things on a good note, with love and respect and nothing left unsaid. It’s tough though, especially when you don’t want things to end. Finding your person is hard. Finding a person you want to spend more than a fleeting moment with is hard....