DD – 19 Years

Dear Diary, It’s odd how things can sneak up on you at times. Things you haven’t thought about in years that suddenly break you all over again. Yesterday was an anniversary of sorts. 19 years ago yesterday the Rock Man proposed to me for a second time. The time I said yes. It is also […]

Labels

Through the years I have been given many labels. Some of which have been me, yet not me at the same time , some that have evolved over the years, and some that were way off base. The label you give me depends on the side of me you see, the context in which you […]

Looking Forward 2021

Here I am writing a post I didn’t think I would this year. Not because I don’t like planning, because I very much do, but because the last several years did not pan out in any way like I had planned at the beginning of the year and frankly, I was tired of failing. I […]

Glad it’s Over

Not often do I wish time to go faster but this past year I wished it a lot. 2020 seemed far too long, and far too difficult at times. That one extra leap year day felt more like an extra hundred days. The year started off pretty well. I got healthier than I had been […]

That Damn Suitcase!

We all have baggage. We all have baggage that we carry wth us through life, from one relationship to the next. As we navigate our way, looking for love, we hope to find someone who doesn’t have a lot of baggage and hope that our own baggage isn’t too much for them to bear. My baggage used […]

Promises to Myself

It would seem that I am becoming less organized and productive as time goes by. This isn’t just a blogging thing, but with my life in general. I start out with great plans, or not so great plans but plans none the less, and before long the plans go out the window and I’m coasting […]

Curveballs

There are obstacles. There always are of one type or another. Distance. Family. Circumstance. There is always some reason to say no, to decide that the person you long for is not the person who will be yours. Sometimes it is our own fears and insecurities. Again, things we all have. They may be different […]

Why Post Such Things?

Why do you post such things? This is a question I am often asked. They aren’t referring to my erotica or salacious tales of desire. They aren’t referring to my candid pictures. They are referring to my not so nice real life ramblings. My piece on being raped. My posts about depression and PTSD. My […]