Goodbye Stella, We’ve Had A Good Run

Stella Kiink has been a part of my life for the the last ten years. She isn’t me, yet she is at times the very essence of me. When I was still a fresh young doe getting my feet wet and findings my footing in the sex blogging and erotica arena, Stella Kiink helped give […]

I could have been over him by now

I don’t know what I was thinking when I thought this month would make ending things easier. Spending more time together is making it harder. Enjoying his company, sleeping in his arms… it just made it hurt more. And it shouldn’t hurt, not now, not two years after he went off and married someone else. […]

DD – Tough Day

Dear Diary, Today was a tough one. You’d think it would be easier than this considering how the past few months have been. But no, it isn’t easy at all. Do you know how many times I’ve picked up my phone to send him a message, ask how is day is going? Too many. When […]

I Am Done

I am done crying over you. I am done apologizing for being upset when you don’t keep your word. I am done trying to get you to tell me what you want. I am done asking for the same things over and over. I am done being ignored for days then expected to respond to you immediately. […]


Sometimes the hardest thing to do is say goodbye. Sometimes, it is the only thing we can do. Today I say goodbye to the pain, the hope I’ve been holding onto. Today I say goodbye to Him. Today, I take my life back. Goodbye.