I hate that he got married. It isn’t like I thought we would ever get married, but I did think we were heading towards something more serious. More than friends, more than friends with benefits. I thought, I felt, that we would get serious with each other. And you know, I can usually tell when something big is up. Not this time. This time it came as a complete surprise and knocked me on my ass. It really hurt. It’s been some time now, but it still fucking hurts.