More on Porn

I’ve written about porn before. What does porn lead to? and Pornography or Erotic? What does it matter? are two posts I’m quite proud of. Please check them out.

I’m not much of a porn aficionado. I really don’t watch it. I can’t name any current porn stars aside from that James Deen guy because he’s been in the news a lot recently. I did read Ron Jeremy’s autobiography a couple years back. He’s funny, and interesting. Did you know he has a masters degree in special education and was a special education teacher before he got into porn? I’ve never seen any of his porn movies though. Maybe I should.

I don’t remember the name of first porn I ever watched. I do remember that I was 19 or 20 and watched it by myself. My sister had seen some movie with an hermaphrodite in it. She had never heard of one before, neither had I, and she said I just had to watch it. My boyfriend at the time used to watch porn quite regularly but would always turn it off when I entered the room and wouldn’t let me watch it. It was a man thing apparently. I tried to get him to rent this movie at the local Joe Schmo video store but he wouldn’t do it. Then one day he came home and said he picked something up for me. It was the movie! He wouldn’t watch it though. Too weird for him or something. I don’t think he thought I would actually watch it, but I did and I liked it. I went into the bathroom and masturbated after watching it. I remember thinking he wouldn’t benefit from me enjoying the movie if he wasn’t willing to watch it with me.

When I was 21 I a lovely young man named Randy really introduced me to porn. He would rent movies and we would watch them at his place before engaging in our own sexual activities. He asked me what I wanted to see and I told him he could get anything he wanted as long as it wasn’t regular one on one hetero man and woman porn. I could have that kind of sex myself. I wanted to see different things. I wanted to learn what was out there. Each week he would pick up a regular movie and two porn movies. I saw men having sex with each other, group sex, gangbangs, bdsm, toys, double penetration… and the list goes on. It was great!

This was also the guy who gave me my first orgasm. Hard to forget him. :)

These days I read much more than I watch. What I watch is pretty much limited to GIFs and short video clips on Twitter. It just doesn’t hold my interest like it used to. Maybe it’s because I started doing some of the things I saw in those videos with Randy. Maybe it’s because I like the written word better. Maybe because I know it isn’t really real and I think sex should be. I don’t want to see someone making those ridiculous fake mouthed moans. I don’t want to see a girl super excited by a hand or tongue movement that wouldn’t accomplish anything in real life other than pissing me off and making me take matters into my own hands.

I don’t know,

 

 

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2 thoughts on “More on Porn

  1. For me it is quite simple… I have no need as all my fantasies are met in real-life at home with myself in the leading role. One exception though… We occasionally watch some Upper Floor stuff so we can find some extra inspiration 😉

  2. It’s simple: The porn in your head is better than the stuff on the screen. That’s the power of erotica! Great post.

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