This past week was a long and stressful one, for several reasons. I returned to work after nearly a month off, to a place far busier than anywhere I have been in the past. Though I love that pace it was tough getting back into the swing of things and I was left completely drained at the end of the day. My son was sick and acting up, that didn’t help. I needed something to get me out of my funk, to help me let go and release whatever it was keeping me down. I needed to be used, to feel pain, to feel alive.
We weren’t able to get together so I had to figure out something on my own. Pain I could inflict on myself to some degree. I took some time late one evening after my son was in bed to play a while. It wasn’t nearly enough but it helped. I clamped my nipples, my cunt, and my inner thighs. I forced anal, filled myself with toys, and used a sensation gel. I even did some clit pumping (which, if you haven’t tried it, I highly recommend). I didn’t take pictures of everything, and some I did I won’t share here as they are not “pretty” enough for my liking. What I am sharing are a couple pics of nipple clamping, my special technique for getting the most pressure. Each peg increases the pressure and thus the pain. As anyone who enjoys, or hates, clamping knows, the most painful part is removing them. These are especially painful because the tips are rubber and stick to the skin to keep from slipping. The pain was exquisite and lingered for days