I did not always enjoy it, fellatio, cock sucking. In fact, it was something I loathed and would very rarely do at all. One partner, seven years together, a handful of times, no swallowing, ever. I’m not sure how I found my way from there to here, where I am today. I don’t know when it was I changed, when I went from thinking of it as a chore I did not like and would not do to being something I could not live without. Somewhere something happened that changed for me. Somewhere along the way it became my fetish. Sucking cock is my favorite sexual activity, I will choose it every time.
There is this one guy, we’ll call him Norm, who I had started a long-term affair with when I was in my late teens. I remember having such a crush on him then. We would play many a game of strip poker over the years. Of course I always won. I think it was just an excuse for him, and especially his brother-in-law, to get naked in front of us girls. When we were teenagers, Norm would come over when my Dad was away and we’d fuck in my little twin bed. We teased each other, flirted a lot, and we fucked. There wasn’t usually anything more than that. I never sucked his cock back then. I wouldn’t even have considered it.
Then a few years ago, the last time we were together, things went differently. I sucked his cock. It seemed the natural thing to do and I rather enjoyed it. I didn’t really think about it until he said something. I had never sucked his cock before. Ever. Over all those years. I was shocked. And something I find even more shocking about it was that I had just come off my breakup with that seven year relationship guy, the Dreaded Whistler.
In fact, I sucked the cock of the very first guy I had sex with after him, and every one since then. Maybe he was the issue, the person that kept me from exploring his cock, or more accurately, kept me from wanting to explore it. Was it his cock, the taste or feel of it? Was it his demeanor, his arrogant nature? I don’t know, maybe a combination, I just know that I didn’t like it.
Personally, I don’t have any preference for circumcised vs uncircumcised cocks and honestly, I couldn’t tell you what the majority of the men I have been intimate with have had. It isn’t something I really notice or pay any attention to. What I do notice, now that I am so absolutely smitten with them, is the way they smell, the way they taste, the curve of their shaft. I can tell you if they erupt like a volcano or shoot a load like a power hose, and whether their cum is thick and gooey or thinner and more translucent. I can tell you if they made be gag due to size or due to volume of ejaculate. I can describe how each felt when they went from flaccid to firm in my mouth. I can tell you if they tasted bitter, salty, sweet, or bland.
On to JJ. He was fun for a while. A nice distraction. It was with him I first noticed the desire I truly had to suck cock. I had read somewhere, or possibly heard from someone as I couldn’t find anything when I was looking this morning, that when you get horny and excited, when you really want to suck a cock, your mouth salivates to lubricate itself. Urban myth or scientific phenomenon, I find it to be true for me. I recall driving to his place one evening, excited to get together and thinking about having him. My mouth was watering like crazy. I had never noticed that sensation before and it got me even more excited.
When I get all horny and turned on my cunt produces its own lubricating juices. It’s a natural reaction. It primes itself for intercourse. Similarly, when I want a cock in my mouth, when all I can think of is sucking and licking and tasting an amazing cock, my mouth self lubricates and primes itself. Do you ever notice this happen to you?